My story and who I am

 

Sat nam

Like so many of us spiritual seekers, I grew up under some challenging circumstances.

I grew up in primordial fear for my life and witnessed lack of power or respect in voice, opinion and body,for the feminine from the masculine. With this, I also witnessed the feminine’s lack of respect and empowerment.

My nervous system was conditioned in continuous fear responses due to these circumstances.My pyche was trapped in fear, depair, hopelessness and confusion.

I started to live out what played out in front of me growing up.

This led me to long periods of misusing alcohol,cannibus, and other drugs, triggering addictive habits, behaviors and tendencies. This didnt help and dug the hole of depression deeper. 

I didnt feel well most of the time, I was stuck, and unable to progress.

I started exploring differnt ways of consciousness and spirituality and found myself in a Kundalini Yoga class back in 2015.

In this class, my life long filter got put aside and I got to experience my reality from a filter of awe and bliss; a state of pure love. I realized if I could experience something so profound, with the shift from depressed to love, I must pay this forward by becoming a teacher. 

So my path as a teacher began.

I worked through my long time addictions- alcohol, cannibus, self limiting beliefs, victim consciousness through committing to practice Kundalini Yoga every day.

I started to feel healthier, more alive, and had acccess to higher vibrational conciousness more often. I used the technology to constantly cut through blocks an expand my awareness into possbilites I didn’t know existed before.

This is around when the name/ awareness “Queendalini” came to me. Through deep practices,I had many recurring experiences of pure awareness that I am the creator/ creatrix of all of my reality. Through this pure awarenss I was inspired to bring this realization forth as “Queendalini”- a cute way to remember is- Queen of me, really. This goes for all the kings out there too.

About four years ago I started diving into feminine teachings. I became tuned into the history of how the feminine went from worshipped, highly honored and revered for her intuition and guidance to being feared,suppressed, dishonored, even killed for her innate powers.I studied the fluctuation of feminine energy with my teacher, master teacher Hari Kaur, who I still mentor with. I have studied divine feminine christ consciousness  and history of goddesses and Goddess energy. I am inspired deeply and honored to work with women to assist them to come into their power, voice, body, and freedom of expression. I am here as a stand for the rise of the divine feminine.

I do womens work through one on one mentorship, private retreats, goddess gatherings, and sacred ceremonies.

I am also a prayer writer. It is another beautiful spiritual practice I have taken on in the last couple years. I create and share my own prayers as ways to connect back to the divine and the divine within.

Thank you for beign here with me, please feel free to reach out with any questions or a free 20 minute exploration call.

Sat nam